Crying in the Rain

The past two weeks have been brutal. A good friend died in a car crash on Monday 5th October - or rather, her body was found on that date. I still don't have the reserves to write anything vaguely approaching coherent about it. i will soon because i want to remember her as clearly as I do now. On Monday the 12th another friend commited suicide. I wasn't as close to him as I was to Michelle, but it was a huge shock. I feel as if I've been drowning in tears. I'll be posting pictures again soon, I just need the hurt to ease a little first.

Shape Shifting

I've had an amazing month - a month of tears and laughter and crazy, crazy fun :) I've also been busier than I've ever been in my life but I have beautiful results to show and I'll be posting these in the coming three weeks. First up, a shoot I did for Dylan Lewis's art exhibition: Shape Shifting. I adore this man's work - his sculptures looks as if they are about to jerk into motion, moving muscle and sinew cast from bronze in liquid, heated motion. I was not there to shoot the actual sculptures, I was more a society photographer that night - and it was hard work!!! I didn't realise how taxing events of that nature were - but now I know! I had a blast - I think the images speak for themselves :) What I couldn't get over was how similar shooting these pieces felt to shooting human beings - its something I'll be exploring further in future

BEEEEZZZYYY BEEEEEEE!!

OMG! I'm swamped - but very excited *glee* I've done two amazing, challenging shoot this week and I'll be posting the results soon - I just have to survive a work launch on Sunday and then I'LL BE BACK :)

GIBS Career Expo

My very first official event! I was asked to take pics of the Career Expo at the Gordon Institute of Business Science and it was FUN!!! :) Also, there was some seriously illegal eyecandy at this event LOL! I did this shoot in May - I barely had a clue about how to use my camera so the lighting is not as it should be - but I enjoyed some the angles and the models.

Into the Looking Glass

On the 26th of August it will be my parents 30th year wedding anniversary :) I'm so blessed to have these two amazing people as my mother and father - thank God for them because I would not be who I am if God had not seen fit to give them to me.

The shoot I've done recently is a set of self portraits. Self portraits have been the key to loving my own body. If it weren't for my camera and the self-images I had produced I would still not be terribly fond of myself. That little lens played a huge role in my mental and spiritual liberation, and this weekend I decided to spend a bit more time playing for the lens. I call this shoot: Industria and I did it in the gas room of our block of flats. I got fainter and fainter during the shoot - actually fell over at one point! LOL! I was about to commit an accidental Sylvia Plath but thankfully our dishy flat manager came by and advised that I leave the door open if I wanted to live LOL! And so, without further ado, Industria.

Fierce Night Shoot

OMG - shooting at night and on a budget is NOT easy. My roomie and I - who is the glorious creature featured in the blog header - trotted outside last week - it was freeeeeeeezing - and in the headlights of my darling KaChing (my car for future reference) we did this shoot. It was in the parking garage at our flat too!!! LOL! All these people were walking by gawping at us - poor T got the brunt of it cos she was so scantily dressed and the make up was crazy. But so, so much fun. On the 7th of August i'm sending out an official call for models who want portfolios for free. Will be taking free pictures from now till January the 1st and from then I'll be charging for my services *beams*

Joy

Do you ever get the feeling that life is so blindingly, almost hurtfully beautiful, it’s like staring into the sun its so overwhelming, and you can’t keep looking at it. That’s how I feel today. Woke up really cranky cos I keep having these amazing dreams – amazing where I’m doing a job I love, in a phenomenal relationship, flying without wings and chowing down on ambrosia on the regular. This is very much not reality – but still – life is just so good. It’s sharp, like a gleaming blade. Every moment is jagged and raw and sometimes too much to take. Sour, hot, blinding, lush, thick and just … good.